Being human really
allows us to feel pain and sadness, which may have come from bitter moments in
the past. Not a few of us who are difficult to let go of the snares that make
us really need a way to forget the past.
A past time often makes
people unable to stop thinking about it. The failure sometimes continues to be
a burden that can not be removed. Though holding the past in mind is certainly
not healthy because it can hurt and ruin your future. Indeed, in reality, the
past is important as an experience for learning. However, it will be dangerous
if someone thinks about it many times without being able to move on.
There’s always that one special person that no matter what
they’ve done to you, you still, just can’t let them go
Hey. Its been a while since my last post but now I'm back again. - Btw, ive deleted all the posts coz I think my posts mostly about my past time and probably something cliche that gonna make u guys bored.
So back to my title,'' What does In A relationship mean to you? ''. I always dreaming to have a good relationship with everyone but maybe its me, how I mingle with people and how I treat people make me dont have many friends and my love relationship only lasted like few months.
Until one day, I realized that no matter hard i tried to blend in, theres always a mistake that i made. The day was the day I talked to a girl named Izzati. We knew I was wrong. So I quit for a while from my study and I went to a company for IV and I got the job. Here, i learned so many things. After few months working, I finally close with a girl named Yanee. Shes the one who really blend in with me, understand me and yada yada. Trust me, a good friend always reminds you even the truth is hurt.
About my love relationship, I think he is the one. We shared the same name, and some people told us that we look like a twin. But i dont know. I do love him but i keep on thinking what if he cheats on me, my anxiety always take a seat in this relationship. Im trying to understand him but i cant, maybe im not mature enough. Tomorrow is his special day, I wanted to surprise him like i always planned when i get my man when i was little. We will see how. Sometimes, a relationship is to forgive the mistakes so we can always get a healthy relationship.
See you guys soon. Hit me on my instagram about your thoughts of relationship.
